Still

Still
here...
underwater
can't breath
or eat:
no sleep
sharking through
deep caverns
of...
icy cold (frigid)
depressions
in this subterrean
sea of Rin
oh know
not of tranquility
i cannot write
i cannot live
or die
yet another
friend died
,
2 now
this year
and yet
and yet
inside me
inside my deep vaginal
crevasses
in my soul
and now
i feel them
thrusting
coming
but soon
that will be
gone
and i will give
birth to
them
as not a
separate thing from me
but us