kk

I imbecile whore
holy mother
your embryonic lover
    will never
feel your body
my lost spirit
drifts
in empty
canyon walls
unseen
unfelt
longs to take
ur every
pain
to release u
from
ur agonies
i drink them up
i put them
in every opening
of  my body
until they become mine
and disappear
from u
forever
and i your
imbecile whore
never to see u
never to touch
u

i am

i
wake
i imbecile
faded
jadedfaded
pokapoka dot
deep dream
i wake
frozen lock
in the infinite
arms of Mary
marymary
deep whispering
licks deep
canyon walls
deep breathes
i
the imbecile whore
wrapped in
mary's bodybody
begging for
the last of
many lasts
love me
at last
my delusion of pain
breathed
away by your lips
in my mind
i wake
to the gentle fawnkiss
doe lies
by my side in
tall grasslike
Anasazi wilderness
she licks the salt
from my arm
y must
i feed on your
lovely body
i the imbecile
whore

real fast

this is gonna be
reall fast
cuz i gotta go
i was born a girl
in a boys body
i got used to it
gaga
does my make up
i tell her
i love her
she says
mmm, yeah
but she doesn't
i'm a real boy
i'm a real boy
im a real boy
im
a
real
boy

Nothing Comes to Mind

Empty or cluttered
i don really kno
order or dis
it didn really matter
running thru
empty dreams
feed me
anything
my heart
looking for
any kind of promise
downloading tomorrow's
best lie
while selling out
today's now
when will
i
c
u...
again
...