Doppleganger

All this month
   burgandy wine
you waited
   lingers
in the back of my head
   flows across my tongue
fleetingly
   smokey taste
momentary glimpses
   times gone by
you would not leave
   forever there
this thing or that
    damp spreading burn
would make me forget
    face on fire
but didn't go
    wisps of clarity
and when i saw u
   i took
yesterday
   another sip
infront of me
   and held you
with that question
   on my lips
on your face
    i swallow u
i didn't know what to say
   blood stained chords
and today
   today u
u slid into
my arms
as though
it was always
ment to be..
I wondered
again
why...
what if...